两个人在一起久了，相处时间少了，热情减少了，话题也少了，接下去要做什么？
你太闲着了吗？干嘛去想那么多，每天这样想，每天在那边发呆沉思，头脑很多疑惑，可是问题依然存在不是吗？
就积极一点去面对问题不就行了吗？
对！管它的，现在两个人还是两个人，大家都在地球的一端，各自努力的拼生活，为什么要这么执着？
看透了，也只能说明，没有谁一定要依赖着谁而存活。
生活的重心，不只是对方，把重心拉回来吧，积极点生活吧！
今天起来，告诉自己，今天要积极一点生活，不要再 emo 了。
刚才的晚餐，让我整个人更加开朗起来。
我不应该为了一些小事而烦恼。
我很喜欢她的有话直说，毫无自私的分享自己的喜。
原来收集 quote 也可以那么 inspire，每天翻看自己存下来的 quote，每天就会正面能量满满了。
好吧！从这一刻开始，我也要像她一样，收集正面能量的 quote，把它们背起来，记起来，每天都要满满的正能量！
谢谢你，爱丽！
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Not My Day
Today is not my day.
I have clerked a case yesterday morning, get ready to present it on today, however, my patient has been discharged last night.
That's a good case, febrile fit. Our subgroup haven't discussed the case before, I really hope to present it to my lecturer and get a sign/mark from her so that I can fulfil one of the criteria before we sit for our end of posting examination.
I hope that our lecturer won't mind and let me to present that case since that is a good case to study.
My bed side teaching (BST) is at the afternoon, if for the whole morning I didn't clerk another patient to get ready once she don't accept my case, I think probably I will be blamed by her although some of my friends in previous rotation said that she is quite nice and won't give trouble to the student.
For my safe side, I still go to clerk for another patient.
I really hope to get another patient with febrile fit so that I can clerk more confidently and at the same time we still can learn febrile fit with the lecturer. But most of the patients in the ward are acute gastroenteritis (AGE). Our group has been presented it before although we are still not an expert in this kind of case but sometimes we wish to learn something new instead!
But never mind, fine, I continue to clerk those AGE patient.
During my clerking, the mother told me that the child actually has developed febrile fit secondary to AGE. Suddenly, I feel happy because two cases combine, such a good case, sure have many things could be discussed.
We have to present at least 2 cases to the lecturer, get the sign/mark from them. This is the third week, I still haven't get the chance to present any cases yet. Probably due to the timetable arrangement is not so good.
Many of my friends have presented to lecturer and some of them get a good mark instead.
Being the last two to present in my subgroup and your presentation has been on hold for so many days are not a good things, the feeling is so complicated!
2 o'clock in the afternoon, lecturer arrived to the hospital. We told her that we have one long case to present to her, however, she told us that she don't want long case, she just want short cases for today.
How can? I clerked two cases, I prepared nicely for the first case and get ready for the second case, I bet today is my day to present, but what's happening really bring me down.
Sometimes, no matter how you are well prepared, something unwanted still could happen, and you have nothing to do. What you have to do is just to accept it, that's the truth.
My last posting's result has been released by today.
Get B in Obstetrics and Gynaecology posting. I have achieved my requirement of my scholarship, I should be relieved and happy, as this is the grade what I really aim for. Guess what, when the time I saw my metrics number with my result stated as B, I did not feel any happiness, I felt a bit upset, a bit disappointed.
For my first posting - Medicine, I also get B, but that time I felt very satisfied and happy for a few days. But not this time. Anyone could tell me why?
Going out with two of my good friend in my posting- Irene and Cheah after getting our result. As celebration? I don't know. I just wish to go out to walk around and don't wish to go home first. We ate the desserts together, RM 7.50 Easy Drink Easy Go Mesona for 3 people, we ate the Japan Boat Terriyaki with original and wasabi flavour together, we have dinner in a restaurant together, talk nonsense and laugh loudly together.
Today, definitely is not my day.
Let today pass peacefully and welcome tomorrow with a cheerful smile.
Tomorrow, go to hospital, clerk a case and prepare for my Friday's BST.
******* Update *******
Send a SMS to my pre-clinical mentor to inform her about my result. I think she is quite understand me and once I never tell her about my feeling, her next question is: Are you happy with it? Tell her what my feeling is and get a reply from her after that.
Her reply has made my remaining two hours of the day feel so touched and relieved. "Great. To score B in clinical years is great job. Keep your spirit up always. Most important you have done your very best and maintained your interest in medicine. I always have great confidence in you. Take a good sleep tonight and good rest tomorrow. Good night and sweet dream."
Yup, why still in doubt of your own ability while most of your friends and your lecturers have confidence in you? May be previously I haven't put much of my effort to it but I will try my best in this posting- Paediatric posting. Thank you, my dearest mentor.
I have clerked a case yesterday morning, get ready to present it on today, however, my patient has been discharged last night.
That's a good case, febrile fit. Our subgroup haven't discussed the case before, I really hope to present it to my lecturer and get a sign/mark from her so that I can fulfil one of the criteria before we sit for our end of posting examination.
I hope that our lecturer won't mind and let me to present that case since that is a good case to study.
My bed side teaching (BST) is at the afternoon, if for the whole morning I didn't clerk another patient to get ready once she don't accept my case, I think probably I will be blamed by her although some of my friends in previous rotation said that she is quite nice and won't give trouble to the student.
For my safe side, I still go to clerk for another patient.
I really hope to get another patient with febrile fit so that I can clerk more confidently and at the same time we still can learn febrile fit with the lecturer. But most of the patients in the ward are acute gastroenteritis (AGE). Our group has been presented it before although we are still not an expert in this kind of case but sometimes we wish to learn something new instead!
But never mind, fine, I continue to clerk those AGE patient.
During my clerking, the mother told me that the child actually has developed febrile fit secondary to AGE. Suddenly, I feel happy because two cases combine, such a good case, sure have many things could be discussed.
We have to present at least 2 cases to the lecturer, get the sign/mark from them. This is the third week, I still haven't get the chance to present any cases yet. Probably due to the timetable arrangement is not so good.
Many of my friends have presented to lecturer and some of them get a good mark instead.
Being the last two to present in my subgroup and your presentation has been on hold for so many days are not a good things, the feeling is so complicated!
2 o'clock in the afternoon, lecturer arrived to the hospital. We told her that we have one long case to present to her, however, she told us that she don't want long case, she just want short cases for today.
How can? I clerked two cases, I prepared nicely for the first case and get ready for the second case, I bet today is my day to present, but what's happening really bring me down.
Sometimes, no matter how you are well prepared, something unwanted still could happen, and you have nothing to do. What you have to do is just to accept it, that's the truth.
My last posting's result has been released by today.
Get B in Obstetrics and Gynaecology posting. I have achieved my requirement of my scholarship, I should be relieved and happy, as this is the grade what I really aim for. Guess what, when the time I saw my metrics number with my result stated as B, I did not feel any happiness, I felt a bit upset, a bit disappointed.
For my first posting - Medicine, I also get B, but that time I felt very satisfied and happy for a few days. But not this time. Anyone could tell me why?
Going out with two of my good friend in my posting- Irene and Cheah after getting our result. As celebration? I don't know. I just wish to go out to walk around and don't wish to go home first. We ate the desserts together, RM 7.50 Easy Drink Easy Go Mesona for 3 people, we ate the Japan Boat Terriyaki with original and wasabi flavour together, we have dinner in a restaurant together, talk nonsense and laugh loudly together.
Today, definitely is not my day.
Let today pass peacefully and welcome tomorrow with a cheerful smile.
Tomorrow, go to hospital, clerk a case and prepare for my Friday's BST.
******* Update *******
Send a SMS to my pre-clinical mentor to inform her about my result. I think she is quite understand me and once I never tell her about my feeling, her next question is: Are you happy with it? Tell her what my feeling is and get a reply from her after that.
Her reply has made my remaining two hours of the day feel so touched and relieved. "Great. To score B in clinical years is great job. Keep your spirit up always. Most important you have done your very best and maintained your interest in medicine. I always have great confidence in you. Take a good sleep tonight and good rest tomorrow. Good night and sweet dream."
Yup, why still in doubt of your own ability while most of your friends and your lecturers have confidence in you? May be previously I haven't put much of my effort to it but I will try my best in this posting- Paediatric posting. Thank you, my dearest mentor.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
部落帮 T-shirt
在毫无预料的情况下，早在几个月以前就被加入了部落帮的面子书组合里。
未曾参与过部落帮的成员聚会，也不太认识他们，可是秉持着热爱文字的精神，最后决定买下了这件部落帮其中一位成员设计的部落帮 T-shirt。
T-shirt 是 jersey 的凉爽布，穿得很舒服。
拿了个 XS 尺码，还不错，只是有点长。
也不知道为什么会选择在 T-shirt 上面印上 Connie Sun 而不是 Pinkster 这个部落客的名字，呵呵。
爱上部落格，虽然很忙，只要心里想要在键盘上敲打方块字，还是会尽量抽时间上来记录一番。
部落格万岁！
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Wednesday, November 07, 2012
小儿科部门的小儿事
在小儿科部门的第二个星期，开始真正跟生病的小孩接触。
第一天，跟 8 个月大的小北比接触时，她会怕你然后当你拿着听筒去接近她的时候，稀里哗啦的哭声就要开始了，这就是小孩子所谓的 stranger anxiety。
持续几天都过去看她，过去跟她玩，她开始眼睛大大的看着你，开始对你微笑。当你双手扶着她支撑她站在椅子上的时候，她也不会怕你了，也不会哭了。这是我在小儿科第一件值得开心的事情。
遇到一个 5 岁大的小女孩，第一天进来的时候整个人有点憔悴，问她东西她一句也不回答，也不看你一眼，无论你尝试如何逗她说话，结果还是徒劳无功，顿时觉得自己与小孩的沟通很糟糕。
两天后再过去接近她，发现她整个人好活跃好精神，试着再过去跟她讲话，以为她会回应我的问题，结果还是对我不理睬。
去了一趟厕所回来，朋友说那小女孩在我离开后有在找我，不知道她是否真的有在找我，可是却让我很开心。
慢慢的，有机会跟那小女孩聊上了几句，也玩了一下，她昨天可以出院回家了。
6 岁和 7 岁的小孩，最听话，而且也是最适合做身体检查 (Physical Examination-PE) 的对象。他们好乖，好听话而且会静静躺在那边让你检查，不会哭闹不会叛逆。
当然，有些还是会比较害羞，你问什么也只是点个头还是摇下头，不敢正眼看你，呵呵，不过呢，有些就很精灵，很顽皮，会回应你，会给你反应。
平时安静的 6 岁小孩，在插针的一刻却哭得稀里哗啦，好像整栋医院都要给他拆掉了。虽然他哭得很凄惨，也极度不愿意被插针，可是他还是很乖没有摇晃那只要被插针的手，还是放在那任由护士小姐抽插。
还有看过一个应该有 2 岁的小男孩，被医护人员按着以便抽掉塞在他鼻子和喉咙里的鼻涕，没有乱动，虽然有时候会哭一下，可是已经算很乖了。事后，他硬要拿着刚才医护人员帮他抽掉鼻涕的那支吸管 (suction tube)，把那支吸管放进一个装着刚刚他用过那盐水的小碗，势必要把那小碗里面的盐水吸光才甘愿离开治疗室，呵呵，对小孩子来说，那支吸管可以吸水好像还挺好玩的耶！
喜欢讲师们绕颈的可爱精致儿童版的听筒，如果我是小孩，看到那么可爱的 panda 头听筒放在自己的身体上动来动去一定很好奇而不再哭了。须知道，当他们哇哇大哭的时候，什么也听不到，除了那高音的哭声。小儿科讲师的随身物品似乎都很可爱很精致，我好喜欢看到那些可爱精致的东西哦！
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今天，觉得自己学到很多，知道很多，虽然那个教我们床边教学的诗巫医院的专科医生给我们的第一印象好凶好严格，可是他那认真的教课，一直激发你思考的那一刻很棒。一个急性胃肠炎 (Acute Gastroenteritis-AGE)，在儿童最常见的病症之一，竟然花了两个小时半的时间在授课。很庆幸那时候的我们是坐着听课，要不然我一定会听到很累然后在后面的时候可能会慌神然后可能会开始反弹他所讲的话，哈哈！
有些事情，当你设定了目标，你完成后，你会觉得很开心，很满足。
今天，开始体会幸福的另一种解释。因为我的伙食每天都很迟才送到，每次肚子都会饿得呱呱叫，然后脾气会不好，就会昏昏欲睡，不想念书。今天下午买了一条全麦面包，当作我的早餐和等待晚餐来临时的小点心。当肚子饿的时候，有片自己涂上牛油的全麦面包，咬下去的那一刻，品尝着那松软的全麦面包和夹杂着那不太油腻又不太甜的牛油味道，那种感觉，真的很满足很幸福。
好咯，我的晚餐伙食刚到，是时候享用那迟来的晚餐咯。:)
第一天，跟 8 个月大的小北比接触时，她会怕你然后当你拿着听筒去接近她的时候，稀里哗啦的哭声就要开始了，这就是小孩子所谓的 stranger anxiety。
持续几天都过去看她，过去跟她玩，她开始眼睛大大的看着你，开始对你微笑。当你双手扶着她支撑她站在椅子上的时候，她也不会怕你了，也不会哭了。这是我在小儿科第一件值得开心的事情。
遇到一个 5 岁大的小女孩，第一天进来的时候整个人有点憔悴，问她东西她一句也不回答，也不看你一眼，无论你尝试如何逗她说话，结果还是徒劳无功，顿时觉得自己与小孩的沟通很糟糕。
两天后再过去接近她，发现她整个人好活跃好精神，试着再过去跟她讲话，以为她会回应我的问题，结果还是对我不理睬。
去了一趟厕所回来，朋友说那小女孩在我离开后有在找我，不知道她是否真的有在找我，可是却让我很开心。
慢慢的，有机会跟那小女孩聊上了几句，也玩了一下，她昨天可以出院回家了。
6 岁和 7 岁的小孩，最听话，而且也是最适合做身体检查 (Physical Examination-PE) 的对象。他们好乖，好听话而且会静静躺在那边让你检查，不会哭闹不会叛逆。
当然，有些还是会比较害羞，你问什么也只是点个头还是摇下头，不敢正眼看你，呵呵，不过呢，有些就很精灵，很顽皮，会回应你，会给你反应。
平时安静的 6 岁小孩，在插针的一刻却哭得稀里哗啦，好像整栋医院都要给他拆掉了。虽然他哭得很凄惨，也极度不愿意被插针，可是他还是很乖没有摇晃那只要被插针的手，还是放在那任由护士小姐抽插。
还有看过一个应该有 2 岁的小男孩，被医护人员按着以便抽掉塞在他鼻子和喉咙里的鼻涕，没有乱动，虽然有时候会哭一下，可是已经算很乖了。事后，他硬要拿着刚才医护人员帮他抽掉鼻涕的那支吸管 (suction tube)，把那支吸管放进一个装着刚刚他用过那盐水的小碗，势必要把那小碗里面的盐水吸光才甘愿离开治疗室，呵呵，对小孩子来说，那支吸管可以吸水好像还挺好玩的耶！
喜欢讲师们绕颈的可爱精致儿童版的听筒，如果我是小孩，看到那么可爱的 panda 头听筒放在自己的身体上动来动去一定很好奇而不再哭了。须知道，当他们哇哇大哭的时候，什么也听不到，除了那高音的哭声。小儿科讲师的随身物品似乎都很可爱很精致，我好喜欢看到那些可爱精致的东西哦！
喏，就是这些可爱的小听筒，我的讲师是用那个 panda，好可爱对吧！
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有些事情，当你设定了目标，你完成后，你会觉得很开心，很满足。
今天，开始体会幸福的另一种解释。因为我的伙食每天都很迟才送到，每次肚子都会饿得呱呱叫，然后脾气会不好，就会昏昏欲睡，不想念书。今天下午买了一条全麦面包，当作我的早餐和等待晚餐来临时的小点心。当肚子饿的时候，有片自己涂上牛油的全麦面包，咬下去的那一刻，品尝着那松软的全麦面包和夹杂着那不太油腻又不太甜的牛油味道，那种感觉，真的很满足很幸福。
好咯，我的晚餐伙食刚到，是时候享用那迟来的晚餐咯。:)
Sunday, November 04, 2012
《电影》第 36 个故事 Taipei Exchanges
无意中的发现，一部 2010 年的电影-第 36 个故事 Taipei Exchanges。
故事女主角朵儿由桂纶镁饰演。
厌倦了现在的生活，开了一家咖啡店，有拿铁有 espresso，还有每一天不一样的甜点。
星期一是生乳酪蛋糕；
星期二是提拉米苏；
星期三是手指泡芙；
星期四是布朗妮；
星期五是烤布雷。
想要吃什么甜点，就要在指定的日子光顾朵儿咖啡店。
朵儿做的拿铁都不拉花，是因为拉了花就看不到咖啡的油脂与奶泡交接的色泽。
朵儿咖啡店的其中一个特色便是以物易物。
喜欢咖啡店的东西，不能以金钱买下，唯有物物交换。
是谁决定物价的交换价值，取决于朵儿妹妹-蔷儿的心里的那把尺。
每一个人心中的那把尺都不一样，只要蔷儿觉得值得，就值得换。
客人可以带自己的一样东西，来咖啡店换取另一样东西。
想要以一则故事来换取，还是以一项简单的任务来换取，好比唱歌或者油漆或者清水沟都行。
电影的精彩，就在一个刚辞职的副机师来到咖啡店，说出了 35 个他在外国浏览时所听到的故事给朵儿听，好让自己可以以这 35 个故事换取其它的东西。
朵儿从小就很拼命的念书，根本没有机会到国外走一趟，虽然不知道故事是真的还是假的，可是依然听得很开心很津津乐道。
为了完成第 36 个故事，朵儿决定把她一直以来的梦想咖啡店的一小部分股份换走，换了那副机师去过的 35 张城市的机票，准备到国外去一趟，不住旅馆，做个沙发客，以自己的眼睛看世界，以自己的耳朵听故事，然后希望有一天也可以拿自己的故事来跟别人交换。
有兴趣看看吗？按这里。
喜欢以下这段文字，也是在网上无意间的发现。
This is your LIFE.
Do what you LOVE, and do it often.
Start doing thing you LOVE.
Life is SHORT.
Live your DREAM and wear your PASSION.
因为读书读到很沉闷一直打盹所以按下了播放键看完了整部戏。
虽然我的主科是医学，可是世界那么大，生活那么短暂，我的副科当然不能也是医学吧！
如果给你选择，你会把钱拿去念书，还是环游世界？
故事女主角朵儿由桂纶镁饰演。
厌倦了现在的生活，开了一家咖啡店，有拿铁有 espresso，还有每一天不一样的甜点。
星期一是生乳酪蛋糕；
星期二是提拉米苏；
星期三是手指泡芙；
星期四是布朗妮；
星期五是烤布雷。
想要吃什么甜点，就要在指定的日子光顾朵儿咖啡店。
朵儿做的拿铁都不拉花，是因为拉了花就看不到咖啡的油脂与奶泡交接的色泽。
朵儿咖啡店的其中一个特色便是以物易物。
喜欢咖啡店的东西，不能以金钱买下，唯有物物交换。
是谁决定物价的交换价值，取决于朵儿妹妹-蔷儿的心里的那把尺。
每一个人心中的那把尺都不一样，只要蔷儿觉得值得，就值得换。
客人可以带自己的一样东西，来咖啡店换取另一样东西。
想要以一则故事来换取，还是以一项简单的任务来换取，好比唱歌或者油漆或者清水沟都行。
电影的精彩，就在一个刚辞职的副机师来到咖啡店，说出了 35 个他在外国浏览时所听到的故事给朵儿听，好让自己可以以这 35 个故事换取其它的东西。
朵儿从小就很拼命的念书，根本没有机会到国外走一趟，虽然不知道故事是真的还是假的，可是依然听得很开心很津津乐道。
为了完成第 36 个故事，朵儿决定把她一直以来的梦想咖啡店的一小部分股份换走，换了那副机师去过的 35 张城市的机票，准备到国外去一趟，不住旅馆，做个沙发客，以自己的眼睛看世界，以自己的耳朵听故事，然后希望有一天也可以拿自己的故事来跟别人交换。
有兴趣看看吗？按这里。
喜欢以下这段文字，也是在网上无意间的发现。
This is your LIFE.
Do what you LOVE, and do it often.
Start doing thing you LOVE.
Life is SHORT.
Live your DREAM and wear your PASSION.
因为读书读到很沉闷一直打盹所以按下了播放键看完了整部戏。
虽然我的主科是医学，可是世界那么大，生活那么短暂，我的副科当然不能也是医学吧！
如果给你选择，你会把钱拿去念书，还是环游世界？
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