曲名:our story(我们的故事)
歌手名称:tension
专辑名称:smart

在你左右还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流我必须要走要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
wo一定会继续
我知道你寂寞一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获你愿意在耐心等候
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完

a lonely night

u sleep tight, i m lonely

during late night i wil scare

sumtime wanna cry juz bcuz i really scare during de late night

again, i m facing a lot of my homeworks.
i dont know which should i complete it 1st.
when i see them, i lazy to work them out.
bcuz is too many, see them also feel stress.

hear about that our school F5 top 1 student had finished his study ad.
does he really do all de revision?
why he so professional?
where he gets support?
if no support,how come he can study so hard?
i am very curious about his study.
how do he does his revision?
does he feel boring?
does he feel scary?
does he hav any entertainment?
i hav so many questions, rite? haha
juz bcuz i curious about it....

spm is nearer and nearer ad
is time for lazy guys and gals such as me to gambateh.....
tahap 2's exam result not satisfy so
need to work hard
as they say:
study hard
study smart

havent having my dinner yet
is time for me to hav my dinner lo....
yummy.....

i lyk tis picture

dear, i love u.....

get my new hp---->Sony Ericcson S500i
i lyk its design n summore its photo taking also quite gud
de hp so cool

2day duno wat happen ad
he angry wif me again
so angry
i say wat he oso dun lyk
wat i said he dun believe
so depress
my mood is going down de mountain
although hv new hp bt dun seems so delight too
i cant b so happy as 1st time i get de hp....duno y
i juz feel very calm

he said i always bz 4 my thing
no time to listen his thing
bt i dun really feel tat
i hav also spend my time wif him
i dun understand u? i duno ur feeling?
i understand u bt nt 100%
i know ur feeling bt nt 100%
u & me is only human being, how a human can understand every thing, can know every thing?
i duno y u become lyk tis
u feel stress? u feel failure?
bt i wil accompany wif u...u can tell me ur thing
i wil hear
bt u dun believe me
u said u dun 1 me 2 accompany wif u
u said u dun believe me
no body can u trust at all
is it i also invoved in tat pple?
do u know tat i when a gal listen it she will feel sad, she will fell depress?
ur speaking has hurt her somemore
nt only once

v can lyk a sweet couple bt the relationship oso can become so complicated
u say all tis thing is it becauze u angry wif me?
nt true is it? u said it becauze u angry is it?

remember: I will be your side

i want u every day is a nice day
i want u happy every day
i dont want u become depress so easily
i want u to become tougher so tat u can face de difficult

remember: I will be your side

21/7/07------
title : kin ming's birthday celebration
venue : wong kok char chan teng
time : 7.30pm starts

go 2 my classmates, kin ming's birthday celebration
actually his birthday pass ad
bt he hav a birthday celebration
n invite all of us--->5 D 5
this is 1 of de chances i can gather wif all my 5 D 5 classmates except in de classroom
so i decided 2 attend that celebration
28 person attend tis celebration
v sit at outside there, i lyk de wind
bt i feel quite cool
all of them bz 2 take photo
enjoy taking photo
i juz sit there n c
bt i oso involved a bit in de photo taking session
i c de menu
bt i cant find a delicious food from tat menu
i prefer kim gary n nt wong kok
i c through a few times
bt oso cant find an interesting food
then lastly i decided 2 order this food----de name so long, i 4get ad
bt i feel quite disappointed wif tat food
de sup so salty, somemore de rice is so "hard", de veg.'s taste so strange
urghhhh...dun lyk it
i feel very difficult 2 consume tis food
taking a long time to finish it

my dear feel unhappy juz because de joke i hav said
i duno y he take it so serius until dun talk at me at all
i juz make it as a joke....sigh!
guy is oso so sensitive, nt only gal

time 2 sang de birthday song
aft finish singing they still continue to take photo....walau ehh
i help yuen 2 distribute de cake
she duno how to distribute them in a proper way(she dunno how 2 cut it out...hehe)

10pm summore i go back le
my dear oso nid 2 go 2 cheng you's birthday party
he is so bz at tat day n so tire too
bt he still angry wif me....

emm...my crazy hp now ok le...
dunno y suddenly it turn in gud condition again
i let him c my phone then he take out de battery n put it back then de phone no problem ad...
bt y i used 2 do tis bt useless oso? so strange=_=
however de keypad still having sum problem, quite difficult 2 control it oso
i still 1na change de phone
cuz tis phone really so sot...
st no problem st hav a big problem
tis is 2nd time i face such tis problem ad
last time it continue 2 turn off n turn on
i dun press any key bt it automatic do it
really strange rite? crazy phone.
i hope when i change a new phone it wont hav those problem

at home so lazy
better than do work at skul
bt st at skul oso so lazy
cuz hav frens, want 2 talk...wakaka

oh no! my phone is spoit ad.
so shit it.
juz 2 years, my phone cant function ad...totally apoit
it cant function in a normal way
it send message its own
when juz click 1 times, it goes on without any stop.
it send 2 other pple
juz a blank message sent out
de pple receive my message is a pple long time dun contact wif each other le
he feel so strange y i sms him wif a blank message....
bt wif such tat phone i cant do anythg, i cant tell him y...
furthermore, i cant control de key pad well
i press tat key bt tat key no respond or de respond is nt wat i 1...sigh!
off de phone bt de phone cant off properly
de message automatically sent out
i hav 2 take out de battery then de phone wil off
i dunno y it suddenly bcum lyk tis...
now...i cant use it ad
de phone is useless ad
if any1 1na contact me or watever, can leave ur message in my msn
is uncovenient without phone

2day go 4 de chinese society's "jiao liu hui"
many shows...quite gud...well done
hav singing, taekwando, dancing, ceramah, drama n our skul sk wind band's show...
i hav met sum frens fr others skul
bt dun interact wif each other, juz say hi :p
they play quite crazy
i cant get along wif them...poor
2day feel quite tired

dun lyk him
down mood
1st period then my mood is down ad
others pple no problem
i saw them oso din clip their hair in a gud way
bt u let them go
however
u block me n my sis
juz a little hair cum out
u dun release us
furious!
how can they can bt i cant?
rite down de name
feeling down
i think i go 2 mr.lim there would b better
he wil nt so cruel
ya...u quite cruel
dun lyk ur thinking, ur opinion, ur doing method....
dun lyk it, dun agree it....

dunno wat thing has happen
y my bf treat me lyk tat way
dun talk at me
ask him all those ques he oso said dunno
iz really dunno or lazy 2 ans my ques?
whole recess time my feeling nt gud too...
i saw sum couple so sweet
her bf treat her so gud
talk at there, play at there
bt wat abt me? juz sitting at there..
ask de ques no reply or juz say dunno....
u said i used 2 bcum lyk tis
bt i dun think 2day i treat u lyk tis
juz bcuz de morning conservation?
i juz talk at u in a normal way. din being unpatient.
stime u dun understand me....dun noe me
"when a gal angry or bad mood, dun ask her reason, juz cheer her up. de gal dun lyk 2 ans those reason, they will tell u when they mood bcum better..."
main point---->cheer her up
n nt being unpatient wif such her behaviour
remember---->dun ask reaason 1st, dun ask wat's going wrong wif her
de best way is 2 make her happy, make her smile.

instead, when u dun 1 talk at me or dun 1 ans my ques
i noe sumthg wrong wif u
i try 2 talk wif u
try 2 speak sumthg wif u
bt u very cool
dun truly ans all those my ques
sumtime feel so silly
bt i continue 2 talk wif u watever thg
however, i stopped it when i really dun get ur responds
u angry? u dun like my behaviour? u cant stand wif my behaviour?
my fault? i dunno
i oways try harder 2 find sumthg 2 talk wif u when u dun say sumthg juz bcuz u bu shuang wif me
bt useless
i m wonder y i cant talk a lot wif u at those time
bt if both of us r fine i hav many thg 2 talk wif u...
st so suffer wif my feeling
bt i cant do anythg

evday 1na bcum happy day

lyk 2 hear tis song----->kiss me
so relax. hope all of u lyk it too.

take a long time nap 2day, i dunno y i so sleepy, can sleep such a long time
exam result is calculated, i has improved my marks.
however, sum subject's mark has dropped, feeling desperate
so i hope i can improve it again on de next exam. gambateh!

let me talk abt yesterday......
when i woke up, i feel a bit down.
many thg 2 make me feel desparate, feel down, feel upset.
when i m talking 2 my dear, tat time v r nt same in opinion or thinking
then v bcum silence 4 a while bt later i drop of my tear.
i cry is nt bcoz of tis bt is feeling down on tat day.
he bcum so scare n all his clothes, hands has sweat
he said he wil bcum tension when i cry at tat time
bt i m ntg ad.
thx 2 my frens who k abt me, i m so appreciate of their caring.

at night, when doin hw, feel so bore n so tired
then my feeling is quite complicated
sleep 4 sum while bt de feeling doesnt change. sigh!

pinkster connie nid 2 ka yao n gambateh
fight 4 future
hope is in de world
happy oways ya~~~

both of us notice tat v r sweet when v r face 2 face
rather than chat via sms
at de hp v easily misunderstand each other n make each other sad
bt when v face 2 face v wont feel tat
v wil feel quite sweet.

2day i go 2 eat KFC wif him
1st time v hav de fast fud meal 2gather. so excited too.
bt he suddenly hav a headache or may b migraine. i m nt sure
he really very suffer. i saw his emotion very suffer bt i cant do anythg.
useless.i juz can comfort him, hope he wil better later.
however he continue 2 suffer without stop. haiz...
tis few days he really very weak
may b he oways exposure 2 de sunlight, too many uv light, bad 4 health.
he told me when he 1na 2 ka yao 2 study he wil lyk tat
st stomach pain, st headache.
i m very worry abt him.
does it relate 2 psycology problem? he said nt.
he is too stress i think bt he dun let others noe. i noe tat.
i hope he wil bcum well soon n concentrate on his study.

actually he is quite tough
even though so suffer he can control his feeling, his emotion.
if me i dun think i can withstand in tat bad condition
may b i wil fall down or wat else
i really admire his attitute
however st he wil complain abt his unlucky thg 2 me abt his suffer life
st even though he is nt feeling well he wun tell me
may b nt so serious
bt if he tells me then i think is very serious ad
then i shall learn how 2 take k pple in a proper way
so tat he wil feel more comfortable when i take k him

de KFC he order quite many
usually i sure he can empty all
bt when he is nt feeling well sure he cant b a bandaraya 2 empty all tat thg
so poor when saw his suffer face
now i hope he can hav a nice sleep 2nite n wil bcum better 2moro
i 1na c my energetic bf 2moro...muackzzzz

gt abit down down 2day
quarrel wif my sis....haiz
dun talk it le.

bside it i oso gt sum quarrel wif my love 1
so damn.y oways v quarrel wif each other juz bcuz of de small case
i m wondering y?
izit v hav lots of misunderstand or v bcum unpatient wif each others?
all de bad thg wil pass.windy n cloudy day wil go.sunny day wil appear soon.
bt when is my sunny day?
my sunny day so short,i even nt enough enjoy de sunlight then it gone ad
i cant control.no 1 can control.

notices tat my fren hav a new hp
so cool.so fashionable.so beautiful.
i m 2 jealous of her.
i oso 1na 2 hav a new hp
bt may b nt now
my hp is really damn
it cant function in a gud way
i m facing difficulty 2 control de key pad
my fingertip is so pain
bt i cant left my hp there
ev day oso nid it
bt if i live wif him then hp is becum osmost useless ad...haha

haiz...now he sleeps ad...
he said i very guo fen
bt sumtime i feel tat he misunderstand me
he even though nt wish nitez then sleep ad
may b he so tired or angry wif me or wat else....

phy times sleep again
my eyes cant open
even though ah chew is teaching in front i oso cant control my eyes
i learn many lessons abt de fishing lessons ad
i m wonder can i go 4 fishing now n successfully gt a huge number of fishes
then i can sell it lyk de movie of eason n qian hua>>>mei dang bian huan shi
haha...then i sure bcum o ba sang liao...
haiz...think nonsense thg.

gif out de bi paper 1 ad
last paper distributed 4 tis exam
nt satisfied wif my mark
my class oso nt so gud
florence say v nid 2 read more
de common mistakes i oso nt pay attention on it
when receive de paper den noe tat
story can get a higher mark if u hav a interesting story
all of de time during wat types of exam i juz rite abt factual essay
bm.bi.bc.
i m nt so confident 2 rite story
i nt try 2 do it at all
i dun dare 2 rite story which i lack of confident especially during exam time
nid 2 gambateh.

SPM12A1 is my dream.Hope 2 4ever wif him is my dreams.
these r my burfdae wishes.
hope they wil cum true n nt only dreams.
furthermore,i hav many desires 2.
i 1na all of them can cum true.

many works 2 do
wanna bcome crazy n die ad
lots of skul work,
lots of tuition work,
lots of house work....
relax time is now
i can on9 4 a while

yesterday abt 1 o'clock sumthg go 2 bed
sending sms on my bed
bt duno when i slept ad
so poor
i cant sms wif him ad
i promise him wil accompany him
bt i cant do it
when 6.22am
i wake up
i shock tat de clock is showing me tis time
i scare 2 go 2 toilet
cuz still dark
i scare dark
even though at my house
then i continue 2 sleep
i hav make a dream
nt a sweet dream
bt a scary dream
i was shocking fr my dream

de dream is abt i dun finish my revision then 1na go 4 exam ad
i so scare
so stress
i hav dream a lots of nonsense
lots of pple
i dream my phy teacher
i dream my dad's old car
i dream my best fren yy
i m in phy classroom
n studying phy as well
bt i noe tat later i wil go 2 che exam
i ask yy wheather she finish her revision ad
she tell me she hv done it
i afraid i gt bad mark during de exam
i go 2 skul by my dad's old car
duno y de car tends 2 appaer in my dream
i brought lots of buk n sources went 2 skul 2 c through
when i feel scare,helpness,afraid
i wake up
i m glad tat tis is only a dream
recently i hav make tis type of dream 4 abt 2 times ad...haiz
abt 7 sumthg i wake up cuz de dream
bt i still sleep back
cuz i lyk 2 sleep

hav a new start

2day make tis new blog
i spend a lot of time 4 doing tis
4 search de sastifice blogskin,
de background music,
edit de html n so on
many thgs 2 do
i hav neglected my lover 2 do tis....quite sorry 4 him too
hope he wil 4give me...muacks

new blog, new thg,
hope i can b a truely myself here
any comments abt my now blog
please leave all tat in "break de silence" there
i m hoping all of my frens' comments
instead v can chit chatting there too
de c box is transferred fr my msn blog
cuz lazy 2 sign up wif another account 2 hav a new 1

my new blog
hav a new start here
b myself without any private here
hope all of u lyk it
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