...粉色寻梦园

both of us notice tat v r sweet when v r face 2 face
rather than chat via sms
at de hp v easily misunderstand each other n make each other sad
bt when v face 2 face v wont feel tat
v wil feel quite sweet.

2day i go 2 eat KFC wif him
1st time v hav de fast fud meal 2gather. so excited too.
bt he suddenly hav a headache or may b migraine. i m nt sure
he really very suffer. i saw his emotion very suffer bt i cant do anythg.
useless.i juz can comfort him, hope he wil better later.
however he continue 2 suffer without stop. haiz...
tis few days he really very weak
may b he oways exposure 2 de sunlight, too many uv light, bad 4 health.
he told me when he 1na 2 ka yao 2 study he wil lyk tat
st stomach pain, st headache.
i m very worry abt him.
does it relate 2 psycology problem? he said nt.
he is too stress i think bt he dun let others noe. i noe tat.
i hope he wil bcum well soon n concentrate on his study.

actually he is quite tough
even though so suffer he can control his feeling, his emotion.
if me i dun think i can withstand in tat bad condition
may b i wil fall down or wat else
i really admire his attitute
however st he wil complain abt his unlucky thg 2 me abt his suffer life
st even though he is nt feeling well he wun tell me
may b nt so serious
bt if he tells me then i think is very serious ad
then i shall learn how 2 take k pple in a proper way
so tat he wil feel more comfortable when i take k him

de KFC he order quite many
usually i sure he can empty all
bt when he is nt feeling well sure he cant b a bandaraya 2 empty all tat thg
so poor when saw his suffer face
now i hope he can hav a nice sleep 2nite n wil bcum better 2moro
i 1na c my energetic bf 2moro...muackzzzz