A letter from Me to You

To: You,

Recently my heart have flooded into a dull and dark valley.
I am very upset that I am not the cheerful girl as I used to be.
He had told me and hoping me that I can bright up my day and happy always.
Unfortunately, I failed to do it.

I don't know what had brought my heart to the huge flood area which is very depth.
I feel that I am no longer I am used to be.
I enjoy my secondary school time even though I have a bundle of homework and always packed with tuition.

To be honestly, I become more and more lazy than last time.
I am wonder why???
I have homework to do but I put it aside.
Although I have free time, I would rather do other things beside doing the homework.
The homework seem not too much, just a few questions but I also want to escape myself from them.
I want the energy, the power which push me towards the success.
I want to be a cheerful girl as I used to be.
I hate my behaviour and attitude!!!
I want to change it but where is the power???
When I think that I have those homework, I feel bored!!!
I understand that we should pay more effort before achieving the success.
I know! But I really cannot make it!!!

P/S: If tomorrow I can have a little bit of change, I am trying to do my maths questions, I am trying to think positively, I am trying to keep my good mood throughout the whole day, then I will come back and make a report to You.

*Have a nice day* Cheers^^

From: Me